Been reading a lot about only-God-can-dreams lately. Have one, in fact.
Do you ever have moments that are epic …. and you are looking around, waiting, shocked, really, that no one can see the epic-ness radiating from your general location …. then you realize you are driving down a country road and the kids are asleep in the back of the car and there is no even around, but still …. someone should just know. Telepathically. That you are having an epic moment.
Well, maybe that’s just me. It happens.
That’s what this God-dream feels like. Like I have been underwater and I can see the sky and the sun but it waves and warps and hazes …. and now I’m out and it is eye-blinding bright. Epic, really.
Or maybe just like jumping off a cliff with my eyes screwed tight shut.
It’s a toss-up.
I’m stepping out … or off, depending on the analogy, in faith. In certainty, for sure, but not without fear.
So pray … that I am upside down. That I am for His glory and not mine. That God does, and I am all gratitude. That in this, as in all things, I am “hearty and willing to live unto Him.”
That dreaming, and doing, will cost me my pride and return a thousandfold in Holy Spirit spilling out onto passers-by, splashing my fellow dreamers and doers, and pouring over all those who see and hear and share, telepathically or otherwise, the continuing epic-ness of this moment and His grace in creating it.
~M.
P.S. I’ll be happy to share specifics down the road, but it is a wee babe of a dream that needs a little TLC before I shout it from the rooftops and ip addresses.
I love the way you are with words. Anything you write is so inspiring. The words just flow from your mind to your mouth and fingers. just sharing your heart. May the Lord continue to use you in this special way of sharing your hurts, sorrows, joys, disappointments, love for life and your love for the Lord.
Thank you. So encouraging ….